Recovering Hope

dead-girl-running: September 10th has all ready passed. I know...

itstabz — Fri, 14 Sep 2012 09:51:18 -0400

September 10th has all ready passed. I know this. There shouldn’t have to be a day to raise awareness because words affect people everyday. People go through hell trying to survive for a reason they can’t even see. Some people give up to get away from this pain, and who can blame them? That is why we need people to be there, reach out, fight to keep others fighting. Let’s help fight against the depression that lurks within self-harm, the eating disorders, the mental breakdowns, the suicidal thoughts, the fear of knowing you are on the edge of all these things, being afraid to live day to day, or even just depression itself that seems to consume your being.No one should fight on their own. Just for anyone who supports twloha, remember, yes, the name is To Write Love On Her Arms, but try replacing the “her” with his. Guys feel pain too. We all do. Pass the love, and don’t you dare give up. If there is a sign you are waiting for. This is it.

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itstabz — Wed, 22 Aug 2012 21:30:58 -0400

recoveringhope20: they did a pretty good job of it

itstabz — Wed, 22 Aug 2012 12:53:05 -0400

recoveringhope20:

they did a pretty good job of it

My life ….omg I feel like everyone has these expectations of me so when I need to actually...

itstabz — Wed, 22 Aug 2012 08:52:17 -0400

My life ….omg I feel like everyone has these expectations of me so when I need to actually talk I can’t :( nobody can be let in this time. I have to be stronger

It was only a matter of time before i pissed someone off.

itstabz — Tue, 21 Aug 2012 18:28:36 -0400

It was only a matter of time before i pissed someone off.

Suicide :(-- exactly.

itstabz — Sun, 19 Feb 2012 14:31:23 -0500

That feeling you get, when you’re awaken by a call from an acquiantance, saying that he tried to kill himself last night and he feels so lost and needs you to talk to him and hang out because no one else understands. I don’t feel worthy of this. I don’t know him very well. What is it about me that people are drawn to me for advice? I don’t think I am qualified to handle something like this… but I will try my hardest to help. Sigh.

Don't really know that stuff. If I disappear. Its cause I ran outta asks so don't get mad. What are a few songs I should listen to?

Sat, 18 Feb 2012 19:23:44 -0500

anything by Demi Lovato…. how he loves by Kim walker too.

Cool! Are u any good? What kinda stuff do u like to play?

Sat, 18 Feb 2012 19:18:00 -0500

i play a lot of worship music.. and right now I’m learning sky scraper

Yeah I know. But hang on. Do you like music?

Sat, 18 Feb 2012 19:16:22 -0500

yup. playing my guitar now.

Hang in there find some good stuff t do that'll help w yr mood.

Sat, 18 Feb 2012 19:08:32 -0500

i have.. :( ive been trying to distract all day. even writing. its just hard

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itstabz — Mon, 13 Feb 2012 09:16:06 -0500

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itstabz — Wed, 08 Feb 2012 12:12:04 -0500

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itstabz — Wed, 08 Feb 2012 12:10:29 -0500

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itstabz — Wed, 08 Feb 2012 12:09:05 -0500

hello relapse

itstabz — Mon, 06 Feb 2012 09:08:57 -0500

ok.. its back and honestly I don’t think I even çare. I have to lose weight. I have to get myself together. It is what it is. I have to lose. :( i’ve become so fat. and ugly. Its disgusting. So Starting. right now. Right this minute I’m done eating. I’ve got to do this…. I’m done. I have to do this.

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itstabz — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 08:30:52 -0500

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