Recovering Hope

welcome to my Journey. my battle. My fight. or whatever you may chose to call it. I'm 20 years old and have been at this long enough and now I want to beat this crap. I have lost way to many people to it. Suicide. Depression. Cutting. Eating Disorders. yeah. They do Kill. And I'm not going to let them take my life. Its almost taken it to many times. I'm not gonna let it get me this time. This is my journey through treatment. The tears, the fear, the frustration I'm sure I'll have, everything. But I have hope that one day I'll be strong enough to look in the mirror and truly be happy with my life and where I'm at.